The house is really starting to come together. The living room is mostly unpacked, same with the kitchen and the dining room. My bedroom is coming along nicely, as is my daughter’s. And this weekend, I will make my son’s room awesome while he’s at his dad’s.
A few friends who’ve been over have commented on how it feels like a home. A place where they just want to come and hang and stay. That is precisely what I was going for. Something modern and clean and yet comfortable and inviting. Where the fridge always has a favorite beverage and there’s always a tasty snack in the kitchen. Where music is playing through the house or a good movie playing where you can curl up and watch it.
I’ve always wanted my home to be filled with love and laughter and experiences.
And for the first time, in a very, very long time, I can see that shaping right in front of me. It’s lovely. I look forward to coming home everyday. Maybe it’s the drastic contrast to the last few months with the roomies, but this is pure bliss. I’ve got a lot of ideas of things I want to do, areas I want to set up… all in good time of course, as those kinds of projects take money to pull off. But still – the vision is there.
I have a private balcony off my bedroom. It’s completely private – the only access coming from my room. I can’t wait to fill it with flowers this summer and sit and watch the sunset on it. I can’t wait to sip coffee on it in the wee hours of the morning on the days I work from home.
I bought concert tickets for a concert in September. My daughter and I are both quite excited for it. It’s been about a year, maybe even 2 since I’ve been to a concert. My last one was The Fray. It was a good concert, although I hadn’t listened to their new CD enough to really enjoy it, as they mostly played songs from it.
My birthday is coming up. 2 years ago, I tried planning a bash. It sorta backfired on me and was a total flop. 🙂 Last year, I had to think about it.. I think if I remember correctly, I got tickets to go see a comic perform. But I think the show happened later… which would explain why I don’t remember really doing much of anything last year. I don’t know – my birthdays just aren’t really a big deal to me. I love to make a fuss over other people’s birthday… but I feel odd doing that over my own.
I know my family will ask me what I want for my birthday this year, and at least I’ll have a good answer for once. Stuff for the house. 🙂 Sure, it’s a bit of a cop out answer, but it works!
Tomorrow night, I’m getting to visit with one of my favorite girlfriends. We call it “book club” but it’s really just us going out for a glass of wine and getting to have some good quality girl chat. 🙂 I adore them, as much as I adore her. Now that I’ve moved, I’m further from her than I was before, and before was already quite a long drive even to make the half way point. But it’s worth it. 🙂 Sometimes, you just need a good laugh with a good girlfriend.
Today I had my final interview for a position with a new company. Total, I’ve done close to 15 hours of interviews just for this position, but I’m excited, because I think I nailed it. And this particular opportunity is one that I really want and would be very good at… not to mention, it would be an absolute BLAST. The only downside to it, would be the commute, as it’s in downtown Seattle. But I’d figure something out to make that tolerable as well.
I’m quite content right now, with the trajectory things are heading in my life. I may not have it all figured out, heck, it’s all ever-changing. But I feel good about it all. I feel strong, confident, and happy. Such a good thing.
Much love to you all, Goodnight Neverland!