I can’t sleep.

I’m wide awake. Got home around 9 from the office. Started at 7 this morning. Those kind of days come rarely, and are awesome and exhausting all at the same time.  They usually come before a launch or upon inspiration. Tonight was both. I feel great. I have a billion ideas running through my head. A team to build out. So much to do. It’s exhilarating. I thrive on it. But I also know it’s my place to hide. Hence, me working on finding a balance between work and life.

It’s hard. When I’m in work mode…I’m focused, respected, thorough, I motivate and inspire others. It’s awesome to watch them bloom.  It’s easy and comes naturally to me. But when I go back to life mode, I stumble, and procrastinate, I forget things.  I hate that. I lack confidence in life mode. I worry over stupid things. I’m only human, I realize we all do it, but I still don’t have to like it.

I’m looking forward to getting away for a few days. Will be nice to gather some more inspiration.  For work and life. 🙂

Maybe I just need to slow down and take a breath and let it all soak in.

Hmm…perhaps my own advice will help me sleep. I have to be up to start again at 6am.

Goodnight neverland.


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